Life is good :)

After weeks of strange slightly sad feelings I feel as though I am returning, the happier me. My singing Is progressing well and I am making some big breakthroughs thanks to my wonderful voice teacher Kate.  Thanks Kate for being so patient with me. I am trying to eat better although I think my sweet tooth is getting the better of me. There are evil candy dishes in the office and some hold stuff that I just cant turn down.
It is the simple things that keep me on track, the thought of new jeans or being able to shop for pants in any store help me put down that carton of Ben & Jerry’s when I get tempted at the grocery store. . You think I am a shopping fiend now just wait till I can fit into a size 8 or 10. I will be a maniac.  I need to move the scale back downstairs because that keeps me honest although I do have to get better about not weighing myself every day. I think I may also start a photo album as I drop lbs. although I don’t think it will be one I will post to this blog. That may be a little too embarrassing for me. I am realizing that I have a skewed view of how I look. It don’t know if that is good or bad but I do not see what other people see, probably because I have spent so long looking at my flaws and not at the good things. Time to start looking for the positive.