2012 Resolutions

I hate New Years resolutions... mainly because I make them and then never follow through. This year I am not going to make a resolution per say. I am going to make a promise to myself.

I promise to put myself first, put my health first (both mental and physical) and make sure that at the end of the day I am happy.

I have spent too long worrying about how others feel, what they need, how I can help. While that is all fine and good I have also put myself in the backseat, because it is easier to focus on others and making them happy as opposed to focusing on myself and finding the root of why I am unhappy. Life for me, (for the most part) is good. I enjoy my job. I have money to pay my bills and I have some amazing friends. I am blessed in that sense. I just need to take the time to focus on me. Time to take the things I have been wishing for and make them into a reality. That means a lot of hard work and self reflection. I have a feeling that 2012 will bring big changes for me. Not sure what all they will be but for better or for worse I am ready. :)